My house is a mess of unpacking and, once again, construction projects. (Kitchen trimmed for my birthday- yay! Kitchen floor re-varnished- yay! "New" woodstove installed, which, despite my apprehensions, seems to be kicking out plenty of heat- yay! Stink of varnish and stove paint- boo! Dirt-- boo stinkin' hoo! Lack of glass in the door of the new stove- quadruple boo, I'm gonna miss it a lot.)
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Did you know that jet lag includes not only time and sleep and eating and general routine, but also temperature? 50 degrees when I left and 5 when I arrived is nothing short of shocking.
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The sleeping and eating part of the jetlag really stinks, especially with a baby. My clock says 1:16am. Grr. Evan's been sleeping about an hour.
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Loneliness, dehydration, cold, lack of motivation, snow, depression, crying and clingy baby, messy house... I'm ready to hibernate now, thanksomuch.
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The flight attendants on our flights handed out warm chocolate chip cookies after the drink service. That's a new one. Hm, let me think, a tiny foil bag of 13 1/2 peanuts or warm chocolate chip cookie? No-brainer. Cookie! The Frontier Airlines marketing people are sure earning their keep. That cookie seems like a huge perk, but, as my Mom pointed out, they charged me $40 for my baggage.
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Hm. I really do intend not to sound so negative when I write here, but I guess I'm a little depressed and trying to be funny to keep from being sad. But I've been through this many times and I know it passes... Maybe I'll have more cheerful things to write soon.
There you are!
ReplyDeleteSorry you're missing your family. And living in that kind of cold.
I think it's time you move to Texas.
It's tough when it's not only your family that you leave but a much more gentle clime. You'll feel better when the house is on order and you pull some warm bread from the oven.
ReplyDeletehugs:)